Toxins

from How To Stop by Alexondra

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I don't think you're healthy for me You only look you do not see

I'm in the bathroom throwing up Everything but our toxic love

Clothes on our Hotel floor leave traces of the night before
Now it's morning and I feel like shit cause only you and whiskey make me feel like this

I cannot waste my life getting drunk off the love of those who aren't enough.
The toxins taste so good but feel so bad. Last night was the last drink that I will ever have

I'm laying on the bathroom floor wishing I hadn't asked for more.
You're smoking your last cigarette.I drank to remember you drank to forget

Cause I'm trying to Remember how love should feel
It shouldn't leave this numbness where I used to feel
And I keep pinching myself so I know this is real
I keep reopening the wound that I'm trying to heal

I cannot waste my life getting drunk off the love of those who aren't enough.
The toxins taste so good but feel so bad
Last night was the last drink that I will ever have

Toxins fill me up. This is not love.

Toxins fill my blood. Look at what you've done .

I cannot waste my life getting drunk off the love of those who aren't enough.
The toxins taste so good but feel so bad.
Last night was the last drink that I will ever have.

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from How To Stop, released February 14, 2017

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Alexondra New York, New York

Alexondra is a singer/songwriter from Long Island, New York. She currently studies Studio Composition at Purchase College's Conservatory of Music in Purchase, NY.

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